Haha, like I'm being too active in blogging these few days. Actually, I found that, writing something that i feel actually lead me to something we call aura of self-dakwah. (wujud ke term tu?)
Subhanallah, Dia menciptakan segala-galanya tertib mengikut acuannya. I feel so blessed by Him for this given peace. Subhanallah. I couldnt say in a word how much I feel happy for it.
Just now, my dear friends, E5, having some chatting with me. She wants to tell me something but I didn't thought she will delivered a news that I consider as something WAAAAA.....subhanallah. I'm totally happy for you. seriously! Read your chat about that news made me crying. I'm totally too happy dear. May Allah bless you and do isitiqamah in your hijrah. and about tudung labuh. haishh..it's really really hard. even myself took years just to have a niat in that. we need to try it slowly. insyaAllah. Allah always there by our side, He will give us the strength.
insyaAllah.
http://sinar-insyirah.blogspot.com/2012/01/dijaga-allah-ketika-bertudung-labuh.html
may Allah swt blessed both of us in finding istiqamah, dear Alia. I try to comfort myself for it. TAPIII....its like stone fall from sky. my Abah didn't allow me wear tudung labuh. ya Allah, nak menangis. nak menangis. nak menangis. He said just wear tudung that I usually wear.
" Abah, kakak nak pakai tudung labuh. Boleh?"
Oh Abah. The purpose I'm wearing it not because my involvement in dakwah or what. This is what I keep long time before in my heart. Alone. :(
And now, I was wondering. which one I should follow?
Redha Allah itu letaknya pada redha IbuBapa. but now?
munasabah diri nazual! munasabah diri!
Aku tahu Abah bukan sengaja tak benarkan. He has his own reasons. Tabahlah nazual! tabahlah!
positive thinking Nazual! maybe tudung yg aku pakai dah okay. just tak perlu berbutterfly bagai. klu nak berbutterfly bagai boleh, cover all of it. sekarang baju! but my shirts??????? Blouse???
ikhlaskan hati kerana Dia nazual! Dia maha Mengetahui yang baik. :)
Subhanallah.
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