Longing For The Past

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,
(Update entry dlm library kolej, memang la. = =")
Hai semua!! (Lambai2). Ehehem. May Allah bless every single of you. and yet thanks in advance for viewing this page.blog. or so ever you guys call.

This time entry macam hmmm sikit. Sebab kind of bit ...simply rated by you guys.

Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Last week, specifically last Sunday, Nazu ada dental appointment kat PP. So finally boleh balikkk!! Raya AidilAdha tak balik kot. First time tak raya dengan family. Uhuk uhuk. Bajet je melebih. padahal lepas balik solat Raya and makan-makan ( Cik Lona masaakkkk and the gang membantu) membatukan diri dengan kuap-rentang di atas katil. Krozzzz sampai petang. Ehem ehem, ish ish ish. Tak manis tak manis.

Well, everyone know Nazu couldn't resist herself from her sleeping habit huh? Krozzz krozzz. (= =")

Then bila dah balik rumah tu kan kan, memang tangan ni takleh nak resist amik remote controller tukar channel KBS and SBS. ( I'm not that hard-die-dying kpop stuff, but this is my world. a piece of Asian, huh?) Runningman andddd Sungkyunkwan Scandal.

Dulu time form 4, dengan geng2 DreamTeam and Gag Concert, tidur rumah Cikgu Zanisah semata-mata nak tengok this hit drama. Aceceh. Best gilash kot.

After all, the drama portray about friendship. Even come from different family background, different party politics, different characters. They're perfecting each other. Complementary base pairing. Ehem.

What a friend lacks, will be complete by the other one.

When a friend in trouble, others will help no matter how hard is it,

When a friend is being framed, the others will find a way to prove the truth,

When a friend is crying, the others will wipe it, sincerely.

That's what I learned from this drama. Friendship. Love? Kay bye kalau nk discuss pasal tu. T.T

And this made me miss them. Aqey. Mazliena, Hajare.
Sabihat,Hamizah,Masturina,Munira,Husna,Amirah.
Anis Najlaa, Adnin MJ, Syuhada Kebad, and list goes onnnn...
Rindu. Im longing for the past. Where the tears, laughter, hardship, shared among each other. Without hesitation. Without any doubt on each other.
That's the answer bila duk merana sorang diri. Rupanya rindu.
Thanks Aqey for the advice. Yup, indeed from Allah is the best answer. To Allah we should pray and ask whatever your hardship.
Especially when you're like me. Having difficulty in diagnosed my own feeling. huh.
Nazu tak reti sangat nak beza suka, sayang and so on. bagi Nazu semua tu sama.
yang Nazu pro, the pain. Sakit hati, sakit jiwa. Semua sama.
Same goes this sort of feeling. Sakit. Sebab tak leh nak study. Tak focus. Paper next week. Died.

Hahaha.

Yup, I shouldnt watch something made me longing for something that wouldn't be in reality. Anymore? Patutnya tgok Runningman je. Tak boleh jugak. Sebab takde kawan nk join sekali.
Tak best tak best.

This sort of feeling was really suffocating when I pay a visit Scipp last weekend. Damn. I just miss you guys.

Haha. Nazu is longing for something. Funny is it?
Well, I'm also a human. Plus, I'm a Muslimah. So?
Every woman should be proud, Allah give them special ability.

No matter how much the hardship and how suffocating the stuff is, she still smile. (Yeww kewww??)

What made a women special?
"She wouldn't give everything she has to everyone.
Even her glance, her smile, her care."-Cho Sun; Sungkyunkwan Scandal

She's the rose but with lot of thorns, protecting her dignity. 

"Honestly I didn't know at first
Though there was a coincidental meeting
Until now more than happiness
I learned a lot more about pain

I had a lot of tears
But I'll only give you laughter
I finally found my other half
My heart is racing like this

I found you, my love, the person I've been looking for
I want to embrace you passionately
Stay still and close your eyes
So that I can kiss you
I love you, I love you
I found you, the one person to stay beside me

I had closed my heart
But to you I'll give my heart
I finally found my other half
My heart is racing like this

I found you, my love, the person I've been looking for
I want to embrace you passionately
Stay still and close your eyes
So that I can kiss you
I love you, I love you
I found you, the one person to stay beside me

The person who embraced my wounded heart and painful scars
I want to give you even more love always

I found you, my love, the person I've been looking for
I want to embrace you passionately
Stay still and close your eyes
So that I can kiss you
Stay still and close your eyes
So that I can kiss you
I love you, I love you
I found you, the one person to put beside me

Thank you for coming to my side..." - Found You; JYJ

p/s: Nazu feels like backpack travelling tp duit dlm poket, 'Ketinggg ketingggg'. Nak pergi Singaporeeeeee. ;(