Depression Moment

Assalamualaikum wbt,
Ehem ehem, actually a few moments before this Nazu macam tengah depressed for some matters.

Depression. almost to the level where's I should take pills to relax myself. *Ya Allah, jauhkanlah* Okay, tu macam dah over sikit. Okay, I'm just having depression yang really need someone by my side to stay strong. Yup, Nazu memang memilih nak let out everything yang berbuku kat hati ni but when I keep telling peeps around me about that, means tahap depression tu mmg dah tahap maksimum. Sampai rasa nak lari, tak nak face pom. Tapi classmates selalu ingatkan Nazu, keep praying. Insha Allah one day, one day, everything will better.
Nanges.
Ya Allah syukur sangat ade kawan macam ni. Even Nazu rasa myself ni mcm sampah tak layak pun nak mengadu, nak ade kawan but still, they're here by my side, no matters what's happened.
Nanges lagi.
Yelah sampai tahap tu kot. Mana lagi mau cari member lagu tu. Alhamdulillah.

"Easier said than make it"

Memang my action macam melulu sikit tapi tengah depressed kot. Memang mentally driven la. so by this, Nazu mohon maaf sangat to those yang terasa dengan tindakan Nazu. Nazu bukan manusia sempurna. Ada silap salah.
Nazu bukan manusia sempurna. Masih dalam perjalanan mencari redha Illahi.
Oleh itu, Nazu pohon sesangat jari yang sepuluh Allah kasi ni nak minta ampun maaf.

and yet, there's one thing I would like to advise,
women; mother,lady, girl. They're so sensitive towards words, especially when it comes from someone yang dia percaya. yang dia percaya.

sine when i become a lady?
since I decide to be A Muslimah Warrior.
keep fighting Nazu!

with that,
thanks in advanced. to all silent readers.
may Allah bless.
03102013