Semester III 4th Year: Blok D The Overflowing Love

Semoga setiap patah yang tertulis ini, menjadi satu peringatan untuk diri sendiri supaya sentiasa menjadi manusia yang bersyukur dan tawaduk.
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We are officially starting the O&G posting, starting at GH. Plus, with all of the bad feedback from previous group, I am honestly a bit of worried if I would experience certain difficulties with the staffs, but alhamdulillah that so far all went well. Obviously, there is no perfection in this dunya right. There are still room for improvement, but as a medical student, I would just keep my mouth sealed. (but sometimes I just randomly voice out my inner monologue and yeah, someone did hear it.)
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Alhamdulillah that Allah ease my learning.
I remember on the first day of posting, I still can't get a hold almost of the clerking and examination. Tho the lecturer already gave us live demonstration on it, I still unable to apprehend it well inside my brain.
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My answering technique still crap, but Nana reassure us this is only the starter and still lot of time for learning opportunity.
Lagi-lagi bila dah jadi group leader ni, sometimes I rasa overwhelm untuk satisfied-kan group member, which later on I akan remind myself the sole purpose of living in this dunya, to please Allah azza wa jalla only and only.
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Plus, I just back from the short trip to Cameroon Highlands. (Alhamdulillah that we are having fun and managed to get back to the track after the difficulty. Will update soon if ada kesempatan since I have limited free time lately)
Penat dan keletihan masih menguasai. Niat untuk berpuasa hari Isnin terbatal since dah ada tanda-tanda untuk flu. And the PH on Tuesday does help me a lot in recovering! Alhamdulillah.
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Back to the story.
On Wednesday, I prepared a postnatal case. (IOL due to the SGA)
Tapi itulah, bila clerk postnatal case ni takleh nak practice abdominal palpation. Jadinya, case ditolak mentah-mentah oleh lecturer. ( But I do learnt a lot from her case tho!)
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And again, I still unable to grasp the finding. As my previous post, I am not a visual learner. I am kinestatic learner. I have to practice and practice until I mastered the technique.
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On Wednesday, I read Aida Azlin's weekly love letter on her struggles for the past few days. Her struggles were sort off the same as I am (All of us struggle in our life afterall) and her reminder was indeed so close to us. Pray and pray.
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Doa! Doa!
Sentiasa titipkan doa dalam setiap langkah kita! Kerna Allah sahaja tempat kita bergantung harapan.
Rehatkan diri dengan menunaikan solat sunat.
And guess what, my case is finally selected for presentation.
Anddddd my lecturer taught me one to one. Twice!
First time was quite nervous and second time was brilliant (not my performance la ofcourse haha).
MashaAllah finally I able to grasp on the physical examination.
Ada orang sekali dengar and practice dan power technique, but we are human afterall.
Kita tak pernah sempurna, and if you found that you are lack of something, have the effort to learn! Bukan sekali, bukan dua kali bahkan berkali-kali.
( And because of this, I sometimes quite irritated with people who claimed they couldn't make it, which is astaghfirullah we never know their struggles afterall.)
Have a trial and error!
This is the time for you to learn and acknowledge of your mistakes! Through mistakes you know on which part need to be improve.
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Wallahualam
Semoga hari-hari mendatang kelak dinaungi rahmat Allah SWT.

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