Final Exam ;(

Assalamualaikum and blessed to all.

Another a week left for final AS exam. Seriously penat, sampai rasa dah jadi zombi Taylors. sbb asyik duk stay overnight kat kolej. Tido pun maximum 3 hours kalu tido kat kolej. Sumpah, sapa yang tak penat, kalau cakap tak penat, sah amik drug.

But after those people know about my overnight in college, I do notice their silent news spread out. sorry. I'm not that kiasu. seriously, I am just trying to improve my results. Wait, WHY SHOULD I CARE WHAT THESE PEOPLE SAYING?
That's not Nazual. I don't even care about it. Just continue what you guess are saying. yang penting aku dapat ilmu and have confidence in answering those papers. Yeah, tak delah study 24 jam kalau stay kat kolej. sometime have some chat with Gladys, Kai Xiang and Naresh. (teman zombi kolej) sometimes online like now. sometimes baca majalah. but time spending for study lagi banyak compared kalau duk kat rumah. yeah. I cant study in Casa. seriously I cant.
One: I just love to lay on my bed. dengan Bibi bear and koala bear Tok Chik kasi. bertambah tergoda nak baring.
Second: Its not that exclusive at all. -__________-
Third: because Im Nazual. I have sense on something that....................creepy things. huh? apa perasaan kalau tengah2 study barang jatuh tiba2? Fuihhhh, cepat2 gue sambar phone lari masuk bilik. Cannot tahanla. I dun mind kalau setakat nak jatuhkan barang tp.......................show yourself tu mcm over sikit. especially kalau time abc. mmg aku nangis la.

so, study college lagi best. Ada Kai Xiang, Naresh, Gladys. sometimes Nicksen and Eddy ada. boleh buat gilak gilak sikit..

and a few days ago, yakni last Friday. Berjimba di Pesta Buku Antarabangsa KL at PWTC. serious. seronak. Semua collection Hlovate dah ada. (senyum senyum) Sebarkan cinta-Mu dgn Denyut Kasih Medik by pasangan bahagia Ustazah Fatimah Syarha dgn Dr Farhan pun dah ada. (gembiranyaaaaaaa) and even additional books, How To Be A Good and Excellent Medical Student by Prof Dr Muhaya. Best perghhh.

Tapi ada satu buku yang mmg nak sangat-sangat.
" Aku Terima Nikahnya"
seriously nak buku tu. nak! nak!
a guidance yg prefect untuk deep preparations for the future. Yeah, I aim to be a Muslimah Warrior. And to accomplished it, the most challenging part. As a faithful wife to her husband and a good mother to her kids. Takut. Sbb masyarakat sekarang ramai yang gagal. why? because they think after marriage baru fikir semua tu sedangkan preparations have to be done before getting married. Dengar tu semua! Im not saying that I want to get married early, but if Allah give it, I do accept. Takdir Allah tu lagi baik pilihannya. We live as His servants, remember? and surely, Im not ready to be wife or mom yet. Tugas as anak sulung belum lagi selesai. Being a greatrole model for my brothers, as catalyst so that diaorg dpt jadi khalifah Islam yg sebenar. insyaAllah.
Okeyla, nak tido. babai.
Assalamualaikum. :)